February 2012
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The thing I want more than anything from this...
A NICE CURVY BUM.
Well that might be a slight exaggeration.
I really want body confidence, a thigh gap, prominent hip bones, healthy tanned skin, the ability to run without being out of breath after 2 minutes.
But yeah, a nice curvy heart-shaped bum would be fab. I hope when all this fat burns off a cute bum will be underneath.
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Contemplating signing up to one of those survey...
Any suggestions?
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Even though I have lost weight, I don’t think I have ever felt worse about my body. I really want to cry but no tears will come out. I’m just sick of being stuck here. I feel like no-one will ever love me because I have no idea how to love myself. I’ve spent months now trying to believe that I am worth it. But I’m not.
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Personal Update
So I have lost 10.4lbs so far. I feel pretty proud of myself, despite the fact I can’t actually tell where it has gone from :S
I want to lose another 54.6lbs, so I guess so far I’ve lost nearly 1/6 of what I want to lose. That boosts me a lot, knowing that with perseverance I can do it.
I still plan on being at 158lbs by 10th March, so I need to lose about 15lbs in the next 5...